Kabaklaan.

1 in the morning sa office and I really have to upload this. Italian Festival's coming to Makati ladies and gents and I hope hindi kami magfail. (Well anyways, most of the time we don't, or kami lang ang nakakaalam. :)

What you think of the graphics? My new desktop pic. Lemme hear what you have to say.

You must be my everything.

One of 'em days. Stupid days when I can't seem to get over one stoopid emotion. This is really depressing. Must have eaten something so bad I felt like this the entire day. Ho-sheesh...

I miss you, I miss you, and I love you. I am already 23 and you are the second person who ever made me feel this way. And it's crazy because I really don't want you to go. You make my sun go up and down, my butterflies, the only person who ever made me melt. I want to be with no one else but you.

EL--OW--VI--IH.

You're my favorite color, my favorite donut, my favorite white chocolate, yeah, better than Reese's, better than heaven, tastier than chocolate mousse, healthier than any veggie that I could think of, healthier than breathing per se.

You are everything that I've ever dreamt of. The personification of my must-haves and want-to-have. I have fallen so head over heels, and its sooper crazy. The only regret that I have right now is that I've never kissed you instantly when I felt like it, I never told you right in front of your face of how I really feel, and I never expressed the things I wanna do with you. Damn this I am crazy. I know that you are even more complicated than I am, yet I feel that I can change all that. I know I can. You are so like me, indifferent.

And I really like that about you.



And you really must be my everything.

And I must be really crazy to the bone.

I love you Jjamps even if you intend to not converse. I wish you could see this.

Good night.

Still in love with you.

Tried to contact one of my past's last night to go out with me next week, wala lang bonding and re-connect try to see if we could still make it work. Unfortunately, I wasn't replied by that dorkface whatever your name is stoopid. And then I remembered how achy you made me feel when I was the one who needs comfort and a hell lot of honesty.

And It sucks.

Pero I was kinda expecting to change all that hatred into something else. Again I failed. Yeah I'm willing to forgive Jamps pero sana you'd realize soon on whatever happened. I miss the days, I miss us. A lot. Today's my day-off pero I feel like going to your work to bring you lunch or pastries to keep you going. Doesn't matter if you want to thank me or not, seeing you happy and fulfilled is more than a gazillion thanks and kisses. You are the reason I keep on going and fighting, making sure I become a better person as you told me I would be. And I hope I could bring the days back. Rewind and bring you to my journey to Makati.

I miss the days I wonder why, why, why...of all people why you why me why us why this and that...pero you taught me that sometimes, you don't have to use adjectives and nouns to know how one is feeling. Sometimes it just shows. Gaano ka man ka layo ramdam mo pa rin.

I really miss you Jamps even if you're sooo stoopid you spell Jiampong with a double J, even if you were sobrang stoopid when you had a hard time conversing with those Amerikanos, even when you were soo stoopid you thought burritos were lumpiang sariwa, even when you have one pair of shoes, two sets of denims and that stoopid stoopid jogging pants you really like wearing with your flip-flops, despite all that, I still do love you. A lot.

Stoopid guy here willing to forgive.

Please comeback....

Return of the Comeback.

Hopefully this week would be stress-free. I really do hope so kasi I have plans of putting up another red flags denoting my comeback sa pagiging addict sa trabaho. I wanna do a week without any sort of event, gusto ko lang magpaganda ng floor ko. Gusto ko talaga makabawi kasi our team really ran out of time doing Mother's Day interior and window, plus a lot of event.

I miss those days na pagod ka pero you still have the strength to go on kasi you are loving what you are doing. Hay naku. We'll see, we'll see.

One of 'em days.

Happy Mother's Day to all Mommies out there! :)

Especially to mine!

The look of a hardworking man.

This is the week. Sobra, Makati is the place to be.

Hours of sleep per day: 3
Number of times ginising ng Big Boss: 3
Number of times napressure: EVERYDAY
Number of times pinagalitan ng Big Boss: PRICELESS


Now there's the answer to your question why I look like crap every single day.


Monday: Mother's Day Concept Making
Tuesday: ToyWatch Launch @ Rustan's Makati
Wednesday: ToyWatch Pull-out
Thursday: Pampanga Display
Friday: BMW Set-up
Saturday: BMW Pull-out

My god! And the sleepless nights doesn't end there! There's Alabang pa this week. Ho wow! Sana mabawasan lang ang phone calls ni Big Boss. Huhuhu....

Slimming pills.

I was given four pills by Ms. Ana, hopefully it works. So far, hindi ako gutumin. Not sure if that's a good thing pero hey, as long as it works. I really wanna lose a lot of fats, I wanna wear a lot of more fab outfits and I can't work it out with the body I have right now.


Come on give me some!