Hoo-haas!

Why am I at home? I was sobrang praning kahapon kasi when I woke up around 5am, thanks to my kuya's screams and banging on my window kasi walang nagbubukas ng pinto for him, anyways, I was vomitting everywhere. Well, O.A. na naman ako as usual. Thank god everybody in the house has their own basurahan per room. Pero mine became a basurahan slash planggana.

Ang sakit palang mag-vomit no? God kakagaling ko lang sa asthma ito naman ang pinalit. Why oh why?

The thing that freaked me out was that nilalagnat pa ko. I could not think of anything that could have caused this sakit kasi I was at home nung Saturday doing nothing. Thiz iz impozzible.

Anyways, then it struck me.

Yung kapitbahay ko nagkadengue and is currently confined somewhere. Bianca Gonzales of P.B.B. a.k.a. 'kapitbahay ni kuya' was just reported by Tito Boy Abunda na kakalabas lang from the hospital dahil sa dengue...and then..could I be the next victim?

My god sana hindi...I have plans pa naman of being a pokpok this weekend.

God no. Thankful ako hindi pa dumudugo ilong ko. Kasi that's one of the symptoms right?

Anyways I've tried to research the paramdams if you have it or you don't. Here's what I've gathered. Sana makatulong ako...

List of symptoms of Dengue fever:

Check!.....High fever - up to 105 degrees Fahrenheit
Check!.....Severe headache
Nope!.....Retro-orbital pain - pain behind the eye
Check!.....Severe joint pains
Check!.....Muscle pains
Check!.....Muscle aches
Huh?.....Swollen lymph nodes
CHECK CHECK CHECK!.....General weakness
Semi-check!.....Nausea
Check!.....Vomiting
Starting.....Rash

So does this mean????

Nah..it's all in the mind Tim it's all in the mind.

I'll be just fine. I'll be back na tomorrow sa office and pretend as if this has never happened. Damn.

Phoeey! I'll be fine!

Damn

I am missing a lot of it...

Sigh...

Get-a-way @ Gateway

Duty @ R/Gateway yeaterday. Grabe ang challenge dun sa work! Whew! Di na talaga ko nagsasalita sa hagod-pagod!

Anyways, the best part about work yesterday was that kumpleto kami ng mga evil sis ko and Ms. Monch. Well, si Donna, she's my real sis. Yan and Ja-nice. yan ang evil stepsisters ko.

So there we were, rampage as usual. Met Jaz, friend ni John Sixto. She is funny. Sobra. Nung nasa malayo pa lang siya sinabihan na kagad kami ni Janice na, '...o, eto na si Jessica Soho..' Haha! Para talaga kaming baliw!

This is why I am loving my work. Because of the people I am working with. Hay...

Met Jhay-Z din pala kahapon at Starbucks. May 'ka-date-date-an' as usual, pero knowing Jhay...hehe. Love you bro! So ayun. Grabe it has been like Ice Age pa since we last saw each other. PLUS! Kakaalam ko lang na she's working with my good old friend, slash classmate Marjh. Small world talaga.

Yun nga lang sayang nga lang wala ang ibang diyosa, a.k.a. Sheryl Loja-loja and Myracof-500. Hay...miss you guys...Next week talaga we'll definitely see each other kasi I am receiving rumors na we're going back to Gateway next week eh. Wag na sana Alabang. Bahala na sila sa buhay nila.

Kidding! Haha! :)

Had fun kagabi sobra. Especially sa reality na parang magkakaibigan lang kaming magkaka-officemate. Walang ranking, walang whatever. VMD Family rocks talaga.

Let's do this everyday nga. More play less work.

Loko lang Boss Ross! :)

God...

I want to be great and appreciated.
Pero most of the time I feel tanga.
God help me...

I want to be somebody.

Obsession

You will know how it feels when Queen Karma reciprocates all your god damness back to you.

God I will admit, I've been obsessesed once. Badly. And now Karma's giving me a taste of my own medicine. She's like attaching this innocent person to me so that I would know how my past obsession felt when...well...I was obsessed.

And man believe me, bigla kong nahiya sa sarili ko.

So to all you guys who doesn't know how it feels, let me warn you.

NAKAKAHIYA!

Hope I made that clear na.

There you go. As I am blogging this down Wayne texted and making drama na naman..God nakakahiya...To me and to you.

Let's just stop this.

I'm tired with love. Never had a lot pero been through a lot of shi-hat.

Damn I'm sorry.

Rich Kid, Stupid Kid

Yup. I'm an official splurger. I am like a kid who got shut down in a candy store for the entire night. AND! The worse part was that I unconsciously shopping my heart out at HBC, Mindanao Avenue Branch. My god what was I thinking?

O sige, let's consider beauty and total hygiene na lang so I could compensate with the kahihiyan.

So, I like bought two variants of Clean&Clear Facial Wash, 1 Henna Conditioner, SkinWhite (my ultimate favorite) Whitening Soap, Strepsils (just in case atakahin ulit ako ng asthma...I need my mints badly), chips for everybody, and Pond's Rosy White Detoxifier.

FYI, I was suppose to buy hair dye lang that day. Wala, baliw-baliwan ni Tim Canlas. Unfotunately, their color palette sucks.

So there. Got even more baliw by purchasing 'whatevers.'

This has got to end.

Badly.

God, LOVE SUCKS!

I met another person whose got potentials. I am a bit afraid lang kasi I'm sensing a not-so-good personality...Something na I could NEVER-EVER post on my blog pero I really hope I could remember forever.

Codenames, codenames...Itago natin siya sa pangalang SINGLE.

Met this person on a super rainy night. Had fun. Really. Pero I was expecting this person to be more extrovert. Pero it's all good really. Hang-out, saw Charlie's Angels 1 and Shaider and a hell lot of cartoons on cable. We are so alike on that department.

Then I was thinking, '..can this be love?'

After 2-consecutive days of meet up, I guess...not? Pero Single keeps on telling me na namimiss niya ko and all...pero ewan. Single's really confusing me. Damn.

What to do what to do? I so want to see this person tonight. Holiday tomorrow and I want to stay up really late today and have a lot of fun. Damn.

Anyways, I am trying to be in a position where I am pretending na I really don't care..pero in reality, I really do.

Damn love.

And P.S. I can't go to Afro's party. Sorry Afie...Not in the mood to go on a bar kasi tonight. Next time sige. Pero I mean it talaga when I say I miss you. Kasi I do. Badly...

I must be gwapo.

Cause I'm so darn T-A-N-G-A.

Seriously.

Starbucks Salcedo Style

Had some with Ms. Monch last night. Had fun kahit na ang lakas ng freaking ulan. God St.Analyn you're really tripping na on us this time.

Haha!

As if the saint exist! Walang pakelamanan!

Anyways next time mag-iinvite ako sa sobrang exotic na place full of goodlooking people. Hopefully.

Damn Starbucks for making sofas that has quickie-sleepie-inducing-properties.

And oh yeah, there was this bi-hatch U.K. girl that pisses me. AS IF!

'O, you should change your pants. Definitely.'

Might as well told me directly na. Kasi paparinig mo di mo pa sabihin eh. You pa-slut sa Bombay guys.

WHATEVER!!!

Afro

A very good friend of mine invited me to go out this Sunday. An ex actually. AND! Here's the good news. According to my mom, Monday, the 21st of August is a holiday. I don't know lang kung it's legal or a holiday-holiday lang. Just like...Valentine's? No that's so not right...hmm....oh yeah! Jose Rizal Day! May pasok nun! Pustahan pa!

Haha!

Anyways, I'm excited to see Afie again. It's been a while. I am not yet sure if I have plans on going, pero there's like this 70-75% chance I just might. We have a lot to talk about.

What to wear what to wear.....

What's a self-proclaimed fashionista to do?

Livin' La Vida Loca

I am currently in a position where I am neither in love, nor out of love....Confusing?

You bet.

I met this incredibly amazing person, pero now parang I am not quite sure if I likey-like this person or wala lang...Having fun lang? Guess not. I want to take care of Wayne (Code names as usual) and vice-versa which, btw, Wayne told me. The thing is I have a highly impulsive attitude over love...

I ALWAYS, ALWAYS miss that fine line in between liking and loving someone. I always do and in this case, I think I am again crossing the borderline.

Damn me.

Can you keep up, baby boy?

I can't. It's been ages since I last had an asthma attack, and damn, it took around P700+ of my sweldo away kasi I really can't get out of bed for well, almost three days. Damn lungs for not functioning well. Damn talaga. Might as well burn my bank account.

Anyways, last Wednesday we went to Tower store for a minor set-up (Discount thingee promotion whatever..) anyways, I was really upbeat and kicking pa talaga that morning. Had lunch pa nga with Ms. Monch sa Shang's FoodCourt. Then we were 'almost' late pa nga sa pagbalik kasi we checked out Bench pa for some Good Finds.

And then there was Dennis Alvares. Damn my supervisor may residue pa pala siya ng trangkaso niya, unfortunately, nahawa ako. First I was sneezing my lungs out sa area ng promo, tapos fever sa gabi, and before I knew it, asthma's killing me....Again. For the gazillionth time.

Damn.

Anyways I'm feeling a bit better na. Got out of bed and started blogging na as you can see. Haha...humanda ka sa kin Kuya Den sa Monday...Ibabalik ko sa yo sakit mo I swear!

Half-crazy

Same old, same old. This is the type of blog that my friends, really good friends, are so tired and bored of hearing.

My heartaches.

I met this person last Thursday, first impression, 'buti na lang ayos siya...' It all happened sa Malabon. Yup, even saw St. James which reminded me of my good friend Rae Pambid. Hi girl.

We drank, had three bottles of San Mig Light, which is way beyond my alcohol tolerance. Pero whattaheck. We didn't sleep, we're like talking the entire night and what really made me appreciate this person whom I'd call Angel, is that Angel could read and feel me, who I really am. And that means a lot to me. The last thing Angel told me...'I'm gonna miss you...'

Without you noticing, I am already missing you missing you even before you miss me. Ang gulo. I just do. I could not say pa if I love this person pero I really like your personality and to me that's everything. I mean, the face? That's secondary. I know, it's such a cliche, pero it's true. Well, at least to me.

God why do I feel this way? I feel like I wanna fall in love, pero my brains stopping me...I hardly know you pero I'm already screaming inside na I love you...

Pero today, you made me realize something.

I really am a sucker at love. This always happens. People whom I find interesting suddenly backs out...for unidentified reason/s....God somebody help me...

I'm half-crazy.

Good Finds

...Original White Giordano Rubber Shoes: P400..on sale.

...Blue Funky Belt with leather accent PLUS free alteration: P90

...3 pairs of good cotton socks from Baleno: P156

...Orange top with faux layering effect: P200...on sale as well.

...Haircut from one of the best barbers ever: P100

...Rate for your tailor to alter your super fitted pants: P120

...Rate of 'Quick Fix' to change the zipper of your bag: P65

...Rate for treating yourself after a very traumatic experience @ work: PRICELESS.