Working late.

Amazingly our office has internet connection na. With Kuya Belog, Kuya Ro, and Ezra, rushing on Mother's Day set-up. Grabe pero siguro hmm...the entire time doing my project I was listening to Destiny's Atlanta Concert. Haha..Plus there's Basement Jaxx, J.Jackson, Beyonce, The Bucketheads, John Mayer, and a whole lot more. The Barakos naman were hitting on porn flicks.

Haha! Love it! :) On our way home. Bye lovely world of internet connection.

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NO TO DOGS !!!

B-O-N-U-S!

My god can't wait 'til next week!!!

Stay the hell away from me.

I want all negative vibes and groups to stay the hell away from me. There are like a lot of 'em out there and all they want to do is make themselves feel superior, superior ng wala naman sa lugar. It's really stoopid na they tend to believe na they are really something very much vital in this lifetime, whereas in reality wala naman silang ginagawang maganda. All external beauty, none naman in the interiors. Really stoopid. How to spot them? They tend to re-group when you scream the word 'SIPSIP!'

Come on hindi ako high school to not know what you guys are uo to. I may look tanga and naive pero believe me, I see you. I do hope Karma stikes you fast and bite you hard in you motha f****n' nuts and balls, as in soooo hard your gonna feel it in your next lifetime.

Hmph! Amoy maaasim naman kung umasta kala mo kung sino. Do none naman. Pakitang tao lang.

STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME!

Fashion killed the man.

I am really tired. Eversince I've moved to Makati I have been such a changed man. Masungit, bugnutin, mainitin ang ulo, lalong nagagalit, laging nakikipagtalo. I am sure na it's not my fault kasi hindi naman ako marunong magalit eh. So if I do get mad it's really something else.

I forgot how to eat on time.

I've learned how to survive eating chocolate to sustain my hunger and thirst and depression.

I've learned how to talk to somebody with ears closed.

I've trained myself to text my team ten times per minute.
'San ka na?'
'Re-group, re-group!'
' Meet me sa Young Adults'
'And tagal...'
'Ilang oras break mo, ten days?'
................Tim VMD CALLING...................
'Asan ka ba?'
............Tim VMD 2nd ATTEMPT..............
'Hay ewan'
'Basta bukas magkita-kita tayo ng 3 kahit Linggo!'

Me and my toes.

It hit me a while ago na I am so alone. I think good karma's not working very well this year, I have tried my best to be there for those who needs me, unfortunately I wasn't expecting not to get those back.

Damn me for being a loser. What is a friend anyways. I think I only have 3-5 of those. Even your cousins and in-laws stabs you in the back. What the fi-ack? Nobody told me na tsismis are supposed to be done even for those that you are blood related to. And alam ko lang kasi mag-comfort. Why can't they do that na lang instead of eating me for lunch.

Damn life.

ATTENTION:

For your information.

You have got to change at times to command change in your surroundings. I have zero idea if I am being a disciplinarian or a slave driver, pero I do want to make a big change in what I do because I love what I do.

R-E-S-P-E-C-T.

Yee-haaa!!!

I have been told the bestest news ever and it will surely change my views and perspective in my career. Lord does listen, sometimes all you have to do is wait. Merong isang taong nagsabi sa kin (who was drunk that time), 'bakit yung kaibigan mo nauna pang umangat eh hindi naman sa pagmamalaki mas matagal na ko at mas experienced' (and in fairness, he is really good at his craft). All I do remember saying that night was that my friend is really motivated and loves what he does. He gives a hundred and one percent of his everything, and siyempre being lasing, ang banat sa kin, 'bakit ako hindi?'

Of course me being the understanding and non-argumental type of person chose to shut the fi-ack up. Pero in my mind I was screaming na the difference is that my friend and moa does not mind fame, wealth, favoritism, and all that, all that's in our heart and soul is that we want to make a change. We love what we do without expecting anything in return. We basically do what we love to do and beyond.

Morale is, do what your heart tells you to do, with passion and honesty, no whines and cries about people being unfair to you, and you'll be rewarded accordingly. As I always say, God does listen. In mysterious ways. And He rewards those who deserves it. Patience, and a whole lot of love.

I am a living proof. :)

Ha-choo!

And I am deeply sick, stupid Subic hope it did not give me that kind of flu that birds bring. What bothers me bigtime is how the hell will I go to work tomorrow na ganito ang condition. Stupid, stupid, stooopid. I really hate it.

Anyways have to get myself together ulit, dahil last Friday si Ms. F and Mother Roma are slightly sick na and hopefully makapasok pa rin kaming lahat. Damn global warming it's giving everybody a disease. Argh!

I need a break.

Went to Subic for work. Kainis no?

I always go to the most extreme places and for what...para magtrabaho. Ho-sheesh. Anyways it was sooper uber init. As in I can't stand it. Good thing I was wearing nipis shirt and knitted over. It was kinda kakaloka nga lang daw kasi red pants with the green shirt. Har! I was expecting people to be dressed that way in Subic, totally out of the box.

I guess I was wrong. :)

Mid-year pay.

Things to do, stuffs to buy...

1. Destiny's Child

Live in Atlanta DVD

It's the shi-at, I always view the concert on youtube.com (thanks for the creator of the site, it's the bestest). Anyways try viewing Beyonce shaking her a*s off performing Baby Boy and Naughty Girl, the trio extending their version of Lose my Breath, singing with the original casts of Soldier, and going acapella on If (a song that I could really relate to to date). It's the bestest concert album I must say they have really pushed their capabilities to the extreme and has stretched their talents. No wonder they've entitled it Destiny Fulfilled.

Love it.

2. The Beyonce Experience
Live in Wembley DVD

Of course since I wasn't able to go to the Manila Fever concert, I should at least have a preview of how things has been kasi I've heard the show was sizzling hot. And I really love B's style, she's a real performer. Gotta love it. (And Get me Bodied performance is so fasizzle dizzle.)


3. Tim Tam has to get his groove back.


Buy new clothes, new shoes, new accessories, since I have grown out of love I have to grow out of the things that I have gotten used to as well. New look, new pals, new everything. Spa, haircut, hair color, tan? Lahat.


And of course,

4. Treat my family to a hella good time.

I may be a disfunctional member, pero I do love my folks and peeps.

:)

I am missing somebody.

My Jjampong.

: (

Styling.

Yeah, you have got to love it. And I don't and never ever ever ever will let anybody dictate what or how I should think because I have faith in myself, faith in what I can do, and faith that there are people who still cares.

Thanks to all who supported me. :) ...and continues to support me in everything I do.

Sittin' in the rain. By myself.

And I never imagined life could get any worse.

This must be a punishment or some sort of dilemma that I want to, again, runaway from. Yeah, it sounds like I'm beng a copycat, pero I have my own version of the Gucci Gang, pero mine's a hell lot cheaper by a gazillion dozens. Let's call 'em, the Balucci Gang. (har! : )

Anyways, these are the kind of people who doesn't seem to care, the kind of people who thinks they are BIG time but actually compared to an uneducated person, they are mere insects, even pests to the society. They do not only infect daily routines, but people as well. They tend to hate everybody, even they're own troop, behind their backs, they stab everybody who gets in their way, even those who only want s to make a difference. They are easily intimidated but they do not show it. They tend to talk BIG in front of people, but if deciphered, all that they say are all nonsense. They are those who talks a lot, but actually what they say are the same exact replica of what one have said. Waste of time. They tend to show people that they are responsible and considerate and talented people, and they know it all, pero believe me. I'll show you what I've got. Get ready to be intimidated kasi I will never stoop down to your level, never kiss on your feet, never follow a command, never comprehend what you have to say. Because you are all nonsense.

I'm leaving.

Minus my Jjampong.


I am now flying to Makati store, Ladies Department. I can't wait, but I can't leave my excess baggage behind. Sobra na raw ang timbang sabi sa luggage area, kelangan ng magbawas.. This sucks. I hate you so much for lying right in front of my face, pero I still want you back. I suck. God ewan ko ano nangyayari sa kin.


Goodbye Gateway. I will truly miss you. It has been such a ride.