Still in love with you.

Tried to contact one of my past's last night to go out with me next week, wala lang bonding and re-connect try to see if we could still make it work. Unfortunately, I wasn't replied by that dorkface whatever your name is stoopid. And then I remembered how achy you made me feel when I was the one who needs comfort and a hell lot of honesty.

And It sucks.

Pero I was kinda expecting to change all that hatred into something else. Again I failed. Yeah I'm willing to forgive Jamps pero sana you'd realize soon on whatever happened. I miss the days, I miss us. A lot. Today's my day-off pero I feel like going to your work to bring you lunch or pastries to keep you going. Doesn't matter if you want to thank me or not, seeing you happy and fulfilled is more than a gazillion thanks and kisses. You are the reason I keep on going and fighting, making sure I become a better person as you told me I would be. And I hope I could bring the days back. Rewind and bring you to my journey to Makati.

I miss the days I wonder why, why, why...of all people why you why me why us why this and that...pero you taught me that sometimes, you don't have to use adjectives and nouns to know how one is feeling. Sometimes it just shows. Gaano ka man ka layo ramdam mo pa rin.

I really miss you Jamps even if you're sooo stoopid you spell Jiampong with a double J, even if you were sobrang stoopid when you had a hard time conversing with those Amerikanos, even when you were soo stoopid you thought burritos were lumpiang sariwa, even when you have one pair of shoes, two sets of denims and that stoopid stoopid jogging pants you really like wearing with your flip-flops, despite all that, I still do love you. A lot.

Stoopid guy here willing to forgive.

Please comeback....