Pictures, pictures!

Damn parang ayoko talagang gawin thesis ko no?

Anyways, from top: Me, with Chet's powder, trying to haste the whitening effect kaya tinodo; ang lamig! Sa Fountain of Wisdom sa UST. the boys of Ind. 4-2, damn we're bored with life, halatang-halata naman diba?;

Paris says....

I LOVE YOU TIM!!!

MARRY ME!

And counting...

My days as a graduating student's starting to vanish...slowly. I am in for a lot of shiat-su. I think. Pero imagining what could happen, hey, I think I am ready for another year....ifever. The thing is my mom told me to do good. Sayang naman daw pagod niya at hirap sa kin. Pero I am 65% confident na there'll be an extreme miracle that'll occur tomorrow, Feb.1, 2006, precisely the same time na pagpunta ko sa thesis adviser ko. Wanna bet? Haha!

Damn I don't have any computer generated drawings pa of my design, the books is almost there pero still not yet tapos, and my powerpoint presentation's barely started. Damn.

So what have I done with my free time?

Last Saturday, went to Sheryl's birthday party at Marikina. And shiox girl! Your place is sobrang layo! Sunday, asthma attack. Big time. Monday went to manufacturer in the morning, unfortunately di pa din tapos model ko. Monday evening went out with Beda. Ice cream galore sa McDodo over thesis and assignments. Damn. I still could feel it. The zing and the zest. Brr! You give me F-E-V-E-R!

And I couldn't resist.

Then after nun I went to Coffee Ex kasi Tal and her barkada's there. Surprisingly, it was Son's birthday. And when i arrived they were doing that "snap thing" Reese was doing on Legally Blonde 2. Snaps after speeches informing us how we met Son, and how he is as a friend, plus a birthday wish of course. Pagkaupo ko I was forced to make one. Sorry pero di pa tayo ganun ka-close, so I said na lang na my birthday wish is to set-up a date between him and...*ahem.certain somebody he likes sa school. So there. I'll do my best.

Promise.

Snaps for me!

Which I hope would be as easy as my thesis.

Damn.

There goes my very, very, veeerry unproductive weekend.

Kung kelan pa talaga ko tumanda tsaka naging palaalis.

Damn. Cheer me up anyone.

Please?

I am in for a lot of !@***&#@!
Word is so vulgar even the author could not bear.

Damn, damn, damn i'm in for a lot of trouble! The thing is hindi ako natatakot...what the fiack!?

Endorsement slash deadline for my thesis is this Wednesday, February 1, 2006. What have I done with it na ba? Where am I exactly?

One word: NOWHERE.

I am such a disaster! Ang di ko lang talaga ma-gets is why the hell can't I feel the emotion referred to as fear. And guess what? Adding insult to my already severed injury, I will hang-out muna mamaya sa coffee. Palusot ko for myself: '...do my thesis over coffee...' Damn!

Wait, siguro yun ang problema. Ayokong magtrabaho sa bahay kasi the aura and the vibes and the all, it's all wrong... Or is it?

Why is it that I am so tolerating myself with all these, why not start tormenting myself for a change? Gosh I have to submit 6 presboards, Computer generated presentation, the entire book photocopied thrice, hardbounded.

So again, where am I you ask?

Holler! Wag nang ipaulit kasi the answer's full of !@***^$@@.

This morning I woke up round quarter to 8 kasi I have a class at 10. I was hesitant to go to school kasi, finally, naisipan ko nang magsimula with my thesis. Then my classmates texted me telling me na dineclare na ni Mam na NO CLASSES FOR THE SAKE OF THESIS...so...kasali ba ko sa mga hindi papasok?

God I need a boost.

So I decided to go na lang to Mang Ben, a.k.a. 'my manufacturer'. I was sooper excited kasi finally makikita ko na model ko, which, I am hoping, would boost my spirit. Pero no, pagkadating ko dun, wala pa si Mang Ben, their work was still on lay-out..well, at least nakalay-out sa metal sheet na mismo. Now that's progress.

Believe me I'm so mababaw.

Pray for my soul people. That my adviser, a.k.a. Sir Buni, would endorse me on judgment day.

So Good
Destiny's Child

Hey how you doin
yeah I'm doin mighty fine
last time I seen you
its been a long time
Stop smilin at me
get that look off your face
please dont even front
stop bein so fake
I know you do not like me
yeah u made it very clear
You always talkin bout me
from what i hear
Always put me down
when you thought that you could
I want u to know that im doin so good

Hook:
Wasnt it u that said
I thought I was all that and you
said I didnt have a clue
Wasnt it you that said
that I wouldnt make it through
and wasnt it you that said
That I didnt look too good
that I wouldnt do too good
I'd never make it out the hood
I want u to know that im doin so good

Chorus:
so good so good so good
i know u hate it but I'm
so good so good so good
I'm doin so so so so so good
so good so good so good
its hard to face it but i'm
so good so good so good


This is for them haters
that said we wouldnt make it
now were doin platnum
and now u cant take it
for all the people round us
that have been neg-a-tive
look at us now see how we live
I stayed down with my people
all the ones that keep it real
didnt get caught up
and how that make you feel
all the things im doin
that you thought i never could
i want you to know that im doin so good

Hook:
Wasnt it u that said
I thought I was all that and you
said I didnt have a clue
Wasnt it you that said
that I wouldnt make it through
and wasnt it you that said
That I didnt look too good
Look at me, Now aint GOD good ?
I'd never make it out the hood
I want u to know that im doin so good

(CHORUS)

Addictive

How's life naman with my blog? Damn I am so addicted.

Last night I met somebody, again. So there, it's official. I'm a slut. 1am in the morning lumabas nang house to meet a friend. Hmm...acquaintance pala. Cutie big time. Has a car, 26years old which shows sa music na pinaplay niya sa auto niya. Damn, dig this: Family Affair, Mary J. Blige, mga ganung tipo. Pero good thing cutie. Got a PDA, Nice teeth, with braces, damn! Big time weakness. Unfortunately, like the others, once nakuha na ang gusto they'll leave somewhere near hell.

Go figure.

Good thing my friend left around 2, kasi my kuya arrived minutes after. Dahil sa kanya di ko napanood yung Charmed. Hay. Pero Charmed is kinda boring me na. I think the characters lost their *zing and zest*. Ewan ko, pero for me, more action, more powers, more everything except being a love, teeny-bopper-kinda-like series. I miss the orbing and the zapping, the levitations, all that. Hope you could read me!

Anyways, I am currently on the search for the bestest-tasting hopia there is. The verdict: There's this sari-sari store near Bentec, the machine shop where I had my model manufactured. They have this super liit na hopia, 6pcs. per pack, a little bigger than a 10-peso coin, and cost's P6.00. They have it in ube, baboy, monggo, and peanut butter, and damn, they're all good. Yum! Sarap! Yun nga lang when you're on your 4th na it's super nakakaumay na.

Hay...woke up early na naman kanina. Had a seminar sa Med. Auditorium for graduating student regarding our careers in life. There were three speakers pero the last two were super non-substantial and boring. Kinda like my blogs. (hehe.. :) Anyways, the first speaker, Ryan, was the only one that interested me. Not only was he good in delivering, he's also super funny. Pero the report was super haba. Good thing makakatulong naman.

Kamusta naman ang ulan? Damn I hate it. Three plus days ng umuuwi akong basang-basa ang sneakers. Ever had that experience? Yung super basa ng paa and feeling mo since di mo pwedeng tanggalin shoes mo you have to carry the burden of the uneasiness feeling it brings? Grabe! It stinks! Literally.

Anyways I'm going home na. Super sleepy pa. Not in the mood to meet anybody. Damn I miss Beda. Hope you're all good. Ingat sa duty.

..............

Damn Paris' H-O-T-T-A H-O-T-T-A!!!!
Ooppps, sorry. I entitle this blog:
Beat Me Up

Holy moly I'm beat. Yesterday I was out the whole day, from 9am til 12midnight. Well, actually, from 7 to midnight, nagliwaliw lang.

Went to the lib to post something non-substantial as usual sa blog (I am doing this as a form of therapy..just in case you're asking why..), I was asked by my friends to hang-out with them sa Gateway, whereas I couldn't resist kasi it's Sheryl's birthday din today (so here't goes: HAPPY BIRTHDAY Diyosa!!!) and I have been such a friend lately kasi I am not attending to them kung ano man nangyayari sa personal lives namin. So there.

I have to be Superman as usual. It's real pala no, na


Thesis + Friendship = TOTAL CHAOS

Sabi nga: '...nakakasira nang barkada...'

Damn nandito sa library yung schoolmate ko from San Lo. The thing is I am not feeling anywhere near gwapo with the porma, and most especially the hair. Damn. I am trying to create this retro look with my hair whereas it's brushed up, super fluffy, and the sides tucked to the back of my head. Result? I am still on my search for the double extreme and hold kinda type of gel. Damn my hair's messed up. Double damn.

Went to my manufacturer ulit kanina. Mang Ben's really magulo and nice all at the same time. He's demanding. And old. And dirty. Literally. Pero the man's really nice so I give him credit for that. My trip to his shop Bentec was way way way lot easier kasi I don't have my extra baggages around me. Interpretation: I was all alone. Got there my way, my rules, my all. Thank you Jack talaga for referring. I'll probably tell Cenz bout Mang Ben tomorrow para sa aircon design niyang pamatay sa hirap.

Mang Ben's funny din. Funny in an ignorant way. Nagtatalo sila nung isa niyang tauhan whether may Allen Screw na headless pero full thread or wala, they were debating for hours and hours and hours! Haha!

'...wala!'
'...meron!'
'...wala nga eh!'
'...meron talaga!'
'...Allen? Full thread? Wala!'
'...tignan mo yung nasa rounder natin full thread!'
'...ay...oo nga! Parang meron nga eh noh?...meron, meron!'

He was funny. Good thing may sample dun kung wala, shocks magkukulitan sila for decades. He gave me a good rate btw. Discounted pa compared to Pampanga.

Thanks talaga Mang Ben. A lot. Pag pumasa ako, ako bahala sa yo.

Have to go. My shoes super basa na to the socks. I'll probably sleep muna sa bahay. Have something coming up tomorrow at 9. Damn I have to wake up at 6am. Damn this crazy life. It's so crazy and in return it still gives you shit. So cruel really.

Damn.

THESIS-ophical Stress

Here goes my Pampanga trip.

The night before my trip was a disaster. I was told by my mom to not go na kasi may sinabing place sa kanto lang namin si Daddy. I was like: "Holler! I'd be spending roughly around P30,000 tapos pagkakatiwala ko lang kung kanino!?"

So round 7 or 8am my *ahem* 'friend' called me up sa cel via payphone (which, for your information, would cost you 8pesos). My body's up pero my soul's asleep. How the hell should I decide ng ganun kaaga in that case? Damn. So I told my friend to call me up at my tita's house so mas mura ang babayaran.

Yadda, yadda, yadda, I finally decided to join the trip. What the heck!? May kasama naman eh. It was quick really, the trip ah. Mga 1hour lang. I just hated the part where we have to walk from Gateway to the terminal kasi it was super layo and super init.

Big time suicide.

My friend lost his 'stylus' pala sa may parameters nang Araneta Coliseum, so just in case may makita kayo, please do contact me ASAP.

So umabot na kaming Pampanga and boy, oh boy, I am telling you, I am a simple slash average Joe, pero me + country life...equates to infinity. UNDEFINED.

I couldn't define the init and even more init...DAMN IT'S SO BAD. Good thing hindi pa uuwi yung friend ko sa Angeles. So I decided to ask kung pwede stay na lang siya overnight. And thank God pumayag ang loko! If it wasn't for my friend I would be dead by now. I am not implying na I am some sort of Egyptian cotton pero hey! Papasa ko as a faux one! The way I was raised, whoo boy you wouldn't like it. Pero don't worry. Magaling akong magtiis. Pero di na kinaya ng powers ko the next day dun. Major sipon at ubo. Sobrang init, pagod, lamig, sobrang init times ten, then pagod....DEATH.

So kamusta naman ang mission ko sa Pampanga? Isa pang damn kasi I did not like the manufacturing technique Sir Alvin was recommending. Magmumukhang gawa ng kung sino yung design ko for a modular booth display. Pero I thought, '...kung desperado na then..why nuts?"...so buti na lang kanina, Tuesday, January something 2006, kasi pinag-antay ako ni Jape sa 7-11 na gitna naming dalawa eh nakakuha ko ng manufacturer ng metal who has the same gastos for each design as to that of Pampanga. O ha? Thanks Jape and Jack. Kahit napagod tayo.

So as a conclusion for this blog, my Pampanga trip was a big time NONSENSE. A judgment even I haven't seen coming. Hay...when your soul's asleep talaga nothing good comes out of your body. Pero I had fun hanging out with my friend. We're crazy. Solely I'm a freak. Madaming nagsabi niyan. Pero to the people who knows me, imagine how hard life would be kung hindi ako baliw. I'd be a high school's stereotypical type of head for student welfare. Major strict and major kj.

Well, that's the way it was sa high school ko. Lemme hear yours.

Rumors, Rumors! Get your FREE Chismis!

Whew! Just got home from Pampanga. Dito ngayon sa school kasi we have to set-up our exhibit tomorrow, absolute APFTI matters. Anyway, I was so sick yesterday. Literally. The entire day. Details later sa next post kasi I am to post something irrelevant muna sa Pampanga trip ko.

Well, in a way or two. Ewan ko. Still not my normal self speaking.

Remember my last blog? Well, lemme refresh you a bit. Yun ang message ko before this one. As you can see I blogged na I was suppose to meet up with this special friend of mine, and for the record, hindi pa rin ikaw yun B. So I left school around 6, 7 in the evening and got there round 8. Good for me kasi 9:30 pa meeting namin. So pagkadating na pagkadating ko dun, I saw Yeo and so sinamahan ko muna for a while, bili nang roll for her Tita kasi it's her birthday, tapos joined him papuntang sakayan niya. Then I stayed na sa meeting spot round quarter to 9, and no, walang masyadong tao, walang masyadong gulo. Thank God! No readin material whatsoever, mukha kon g tanga dun. Well, most of the time mag-isa lang talaga ko dun pero may binabasa. Pero this time, walang wala. Well, actually buti na lang naalala ko't naiwan yung photocopy ko nang Rich Dad, Poor Dad, so I pretended na kagad na I was busy. Poor me really.

Getting bored. More reading less drinking. The iced coffe I've ordered stinks. Too strong kahit pinadagdagan ko na nang sugar. So I have to add more pa myself. Then *POOF!* Nakita ko si Martin, a friend of Tal and my good friend Jhay-Z. So I thought, 'OH MY GULAY! I'm a hundred and one percent sure Tal will be here din!..' And so ganun nga nangyari. Mixed emotion really, takot and excitement. It's been a while since I last hung out with Tal. When she came I offered her the hopia na I was sobrang craving for to eat pero still waiting for my friend para sabay kami kain (drama no?), then un fotunately nagtext siya round quarter to ten na di na siya dadating. Hayy....I was sobrang depressed and mad kasi I've already waited and anticipated kung ano gagawin namin and stuffs, pero for what? Wala. Damn.

So naki-table ako sa mga biolas. Damn their loud. Pero ok lang kasi friend sila ni Tal and Cj eh. Cj's a girl btw. And really nice and funny, and all...we actually bonded nga that night. Hope to meet her soon pa. And more, and more...with Tal and her gal pals.

Hay, I was kinda bored. Buti na lang nandun sina Tal and CJ. The biolas were quite entertaining pero not welcoming. Natatarayan ako really. They have a world of their own wherein I can't intrude nor visit man lang. Great. Just great.

Night before that I had a dream na I was being chased by that mumo from Shutter. When I woke up I was close to tears dahil sa takot. Only a dream, I told myself. It's all a dream. And so I've analyzed, bakit kaya? What's up with that dream??? Then I remembered nung umuwi na ko from my biola trip na that day was one of the worst I've ever had. Napagalitan nang adviser instead of being compassionate and helpful, ditched by a friend, the business proposal na binigay sa kin was rejected because of one stupid answer I gave the person screening me (God! There goes my P500), then felt alone kahit maraming kasama. Great. Just great.

The next day buti bumawi friend ko. Sinamahan niya ko sa Pampanga. Had fun really. Pero details later.

Kanina I was walking palabas ng village namin. Nung nasa kanto na ko this tricycle driver offered to drive me papuntang sakayan. A guy. I am not trying to flatter myself, my point is that I was kinda creeped out kasi nakakatakot siya. So I rejected. Buti na lang I was munching on my Pillows Biscuit so I made an excuse na I have to finish my snack pa bago sumakay. Whew! Life Saver! This is the reason why I believe things happen for a reason. Everything's planned out na by God. Go figure.

Have to wait up til 2pm kasi yung mga boss ko from APFTI are L A T E. Hay whatta day. Got home from Pampanga, kakagaling pa lang from terrible, terrible colds, tapos ganito pa...Hayy...I hope they serve us something nice for snack. Or else, I won't show up sa opening namin tomorrow. Pero I am excited really for the opening. I want to show off my new skin..Mas pinaputi, mas pinaganda.

Har! So what? Eh di magshow-off din kayo. Eh gusto ko eh.

Boredom, Schmackdom

Still here sa Central Library! God, tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow....

Hay, going to Pampanga to search for machine shops para sa thesis ko. Ho my, I just remembered, I was suppose to go to this group discussion stuff somewhere near Greenbelt. Damn tapos kanina I was told na I did not pass the screening part where, btw, I've actually said na I've been to one before pero the topic was so, so different from the one na we are going to discuss. (*Have to write that down as a reminder). Sigh! There goes my P1thou...or P500... or plus free food... sigh! I was depressed actually. So now I am expecting a commission na lang sa sweldo ni Kuya. Woo-hoo! I wish! :)

Anyways, I am terribly bored. I am to meet this somebody sa SM North, and NO it's so not you B, it's someone else. Medyo boring siyang kasama, corny and all that, pero I am still excited kasi mabait siya and hindi siya judgemental type of person. So now, I am practically killing my time kasi we are suppose to meet up round 9:30 pa. Damn. That's like, 2 plus hours away pa. Hay, it'll seem like forever.

Have you seen any of the new episodes of CHARMED? Ewan ko kung nakailan na sila sa new season pero I saw one last, last week. This week's show is cancelled due to the Golden Globes. Anyway, I think they are copying na the concept of Sex and the City...there are parts where Phoebe would speak sa background while they are showing visuals, so like the way Carrie would do when she's working on her column. Get it? Pero I still like it. Thanx to Alyssa Milano aka. Total Hottie, and Rose McGowan aka. Why-the-hell-you-ever-fell-in-love-with-Marilyn-you-hottie-white-bihatch-you!?

I know what you're thinking. Walang kasense sense pinagba-blog ko noh? Haha..I know. Pero I still do blog as a therapy. Like that time na super galit ako kay B, pinagsusulat ko lahat sa blog-city, minus the name dropping of course.

I could write something substantial when I am raving mad, or sobrang pressured. Uh-huh, try me. I will tell you everything I feel and nothing, and I mean absolutely nothing could stop me.

Damn this is purely unentertaining. Baka mawalang na ko ng readers. Damn.Mawawalan ako ng career nito.

Blogspotter Newbie

Well, well. Now that I am a blogspotter I would like to leave a few comments muna on my reviews in terms of its service in comparison to blog-city (which, by the way, have been a member since forever. Lahat ng galit ko nandito. Check it out: beefmoto.blog-city.com)

I like the site per se. The templates, the easy access to the Create Message menu, the everything talaga! Yes, the format for editing your posts are the same lang with blog-city, pero mas mabilis mag-upload yung page sa blogspot than sa latter one, except for the fact na I have to go muna to blogspot.com to sign in. Sa blog-city kasi I have to type lang my address and then viola! Nandun na rin mismo yung sign-up form. Pero I really hate the part where I have to wait for hours para mag-upload yung Create Message page. Brr!

Yung color ng template ko sa blog-city, its nasty. The title of the theme is Brown Out, pero the colors gray....ano yun, brown out na nagkandila? Got it? Whew!

Anyways, been a while since I last posted something dito sa blog sites ko. So I suppose I should blog something substantial naman...hmm...lemme see.

Been out lately? Hay...that's what I've been doing lately. Naaddict ako bigla sa coffee, specifically sa Coffee Experience sa Garden, SM North. And yes, the rumors are true. Maraming bisexuals ang tumatambay doon, pero whatta heck! That doesn't bother me really. Ang nakakairita lang is yung matinis nilang tawa. Know what I mean? Some gay people have this really irritating tone sa pagtawa that really cranks my bi-hatch up. Brr!

Pero what I love about the place is the ambience per se. It's really cozy. Except for the sobrang smoke which you won't sniff naman everyday. Tolerable.

And then there's Dots n' More. Damn! I hate their donuts! All of them. Pero mas maliwanag ang ambience doon compared sa Coffee Ex, nice if you love reading. Pero ako kahit madilim nagbabasa pa rin sa Coffee X eh. The breeze is major rapsa din.

And then there's Gateway. A.K.A. Meeting place naming mga Diyos at Diyosa. Literally. Har! Anyways I love Gateway kasi there's like a 10% chance you'd get freaked out or at the very least see jologs kinda-like of people. Sorry! Pero don't get me wrong kasi I am neither rich nor irritating. Which I think composes a jologs. Yung mga tipong papampam na nag-iingay not minding kung nakaka-istorbo na ng katabi. Ganung klase. Whew!

So go GoNuts! Go Food Express! Love you all!

Haha! So kapag nagtaka ang adviser ko kung what the hell am I doing with my sobrang daming free time to work on my thesis? Ask those spots.

Everybody has their own first time.

DAMN! Grabe this is my first entry na matino dito sa blogspot medyo harsh pa ang kwento! Grr!

GOD I HATE THESIS!!!

Kanina tinawagan ko yung manufacturer ng design ko na sobrang okay na dapat, sabay nag-back out ang mga p*****%^^&^#$%65, motha-f*&#&%&^#-biat&*#$^&*^ na yun!

Damn it!

I am living talaga in a very, very, very, very cruel world talaga.

Yung machine shop is located sa harap nang CALTEX, Roces sa may Pantranco. And damn! ang yabang pa nung isang mechanical engineer doon, and to think na fellow Thomasian ko siya. Tapos ginago lang ako! God! Mula love life hanggang dito nagagago ako!

Am I that stupid??? Damn!

So I went na lang to my last resort: a.k.a. Sir Stephen Buni, my adviser.

For the record, I am at the Central Library kasi tomorrow pa merereconnect ang phone line namin. So I got here round 3pm, nag-antay kay Sir until a quarter before 5, then nung dumating siya I was expecting a lot of comforting and help, and concern, and compassion, pero instead, WHAPAK!

"Iyan ang sinasabi ko sa inyo eh. Dati kasi patulog-tulog lang kayo, o ngayon ano nangyari?"

O diba? Coming from a guy na may anak din. Damn. This is a simple explanation of why negative protons doesn't attract negative electrons. It could lead to serious s**t.

So now, I am going to feed na lang on my very, very lastest resort, a.k.a. mga pinsan ko sa Pampanga.

They told me kasi na they have friends na nagwowork sa mga machine shop. God how I wish magawa nila to tomorrow impromptu!

Hayyy......to the people who visits my blog, just in case you don't see a new entry in more or less a month, please tell my mom that I love her a lot.

Thanx.

I am currently testing lang my blog account so I have to blog something down. will blog something far more substantial than this next time I'd log in.

So sorry!

Happy New Year! :)