Questions, questions, questions...

This on this would give me this ???

I wanna experiment on this super cheap shoes I saw in Araneta, they are sooper cheap talaga as in the cheapest you could think of, and I'm thinking of buying a lot then spray painting on them...Problem is on a personal experience, spray paint on tela sometimes doesn't look that good...Or maybe the answer's neon...Yeah siguro nga. For more intense coloring I'll buy the neon spray paints...Hmm...We'll see, we'll see...

Let's do this.

Guess what's going on inside my cranium...

Yup, can't wait for tomorrow kasi tomorrow's not only swelday...it's also our 13th month bonus day. Yay! Super cheers for me kasi I wasn't able to get my mid-year bonus so tomorrow I'm gonna get a lot. My midyear na, 13th month pa, swerte pa kung kasabay din yung adjustment ko sa work...Woo-hoo! Milyonaryo here I come!

Magulo pa ang plans kung san ko gagamitin pero 1things for sure. Colorful and super bitin pants with super daming bulsa courtesy of my sastre. Plus a gazillion vests again courtesy of my sastre. Siyempre designs are all made by yours truly. Can't wait!

Patent belts are also lined up. I have one in blue, hahanapin ko mga kapatid niya. Saw kasi Jake Cuenca wearing one in hot pink, and soobrang nainggit ako so I went pa sa Ladies Department. Buti na lang may kasya sa kin.

There's this super gandang notebook in Rustan's Gift Pavillion. It goes for P500.00 pero it's sobrang sulit kasi it has a refill pa. Tinago talaga namin nila Ms. Monch lahat ng notebook na yun sa VMD Merchandise to buy tomorrow.

And then there's Kat and mom whom I'm gonna take shopping sa Trinoma on Wednesday. Love it love it love it. This is really cool. Then it's bakasyon pa on Nov.1-2, from what I've heard.

Hay...life in the fast lane...

Me & my colored pens.

Call me crazy, call me abnormal, pero right now all I want to do is write, write, write using my newly bought ballpens. Ewan ko ba pero I've been sobrang obsessed with gel pens in funky colors. I almost have it all, glittered, neon, green, sky blue, everything. Wala lang this just proves how baliw I am. What can I do. I'm an static soul. :)

Favorite time of the day.

MERIENDA!!!

The time when I get to forget everything and anything that pains me and all I get to do is laugh trip with Kuya Er sa office while tingling our senses with 1Liter of C2 Apple for me, and Lemon for him, and a hell lot of any-any, or in layman's definition: anything that we see and feel like eating either expensive or cheap.

Only this time, I'm gonna spend it with my mom and sis since I'm stuck here in bed.

Can't wait for tomorrow. Goodbye hatred, goodbye users. I'm a new me.

Damn I'm complicated.

People change. And I'm totally hating it.

I do admit na ang daming nagbago and still changing in my life. Yeah siyempre not just mine, pero I do want to be generic this time around. Sometimes I don't get it why people just change overnight. How could that happen. One day your somebody's friend and then the next hindi ka na sigurado. Is it because rumors has been a constant part of our life na ba? Or is it because I have become a very much sought after controversial person whom I do not want to be? Is it because one gets more attention than the other that's why you define social status as something that adopts to your status? But then again I must be overthinking stuffs na naman as usual...

It's depressing how work has eaten a lot of my social life, and when I do get the chance to mingle parang lagi na lang akong bago. A friend of mine texted me one day implying (and let me quote this one for you guys kasi this is sobrang educational):

"Repeated experiences have one aim....

...to teach you what you refuse to learn."

Then yeah..maybe I always refuse to accept the fact na your friend will never be forever your friend. It's really depressing after all these time na the people whom you've grown with and have thought to be 'the one' (in a non-relationship kinda like 'the one') are just a bunch of lying fools waiting for the right time to transform you as one of their excess baggage.

As I've burnt in my book a lot of times, what is a friend anyways.

And yeah. I've been burning a lot. And that is not a good thing. You see when you'd encounter me all curled up in a corner writing on a small notebook, yeah. I'm burning. Burning all my stress, burning all my evilness, burning everything that causes imbalance in my life and trying to ground everything so I could be a true source of goodness and lightness. Burning a lot denotes me having a lot of negativity inside. And it pains. A lot.

Again I am wondering how could all of these happen in such short span of time. Parang imposible...or maybe I'm being the typical Aquarian na naman who believes we're all living in a perfect world...

Whichever way it goes, I hope I could go and get transferred to a new world. I'm so damn tired of this one.

Im sick...literally.

After a super long while of not being affected by the flu, here I am waking up in the morning super masakit ang bawat muscle sa katawan, and my ubo, my god parang mas maginhawa pang i-pound ang baga ko ng meat tenderizer. I wasn't able to go to work today and fortunately natahimik muna kami for a while sa overnights sa Makati.

Woke up around 1in the afternoon and yeah, may sinat pa rin so I have to take Tylenol na naman na sobrang ginogroggy ako, f*ck all medications that are sobrang effective. They always make you feel dizzy. First time I've watched PBB Celebrity Edition2 on Studio23 and gosh they're so freaking boring. Thank goodness they're all goodlooking.

Hay life in VMD...matira talaga matibay. Unfortunately hindi ako kasama dun sa matitibay na yun. I mean come on for 2weeks hindi na kami halos natutulog, then pagbalik sa store go for the gold pa rin sa tons and tons of work! Yesterday nga sobrang sneeze ako ng sneeze sa Gateway then this stooopid and madaldal and maingay na supervisor lang naman ng Aerosole was telling me:

'...hoo grabe ka para kang laging pagod wala naman kayong ginagawa..'


The FU*CK TALAGA! I really hate her! You know what someday makikita niya lahat ng pinagdadaldal niyang yan. Can I really f*cking f*ck her off eh ang trabaho lang naman niya the whole day is magbenta ng sapatos while us, we have to be artistic, we have to be logical, we have to be perfect kasi the store owner's really depending on us A LOT. As in when it comes to ayos ng store kami lagi ang hinahanap so we have to be the best, tapos hindi na nga kami natutulog ganun pa ang ibabanat sayo? I wish someday ma-experience ng buong store ang na-eexperience namin. Then tell that freaking phrase ulit to my freaking a**hole.

Hay...mabibinat ako. Madalas na nga kong maging masungit even here sa blog I have to be masungit. My gosh naman what's happening to the world...

Bwahaha! ZZzzz....

Bored. Here @ Netopia downloading files for our store. Mga SKU's blah blah blah with Ms. Jing. Pero she's at Dunkin' so I'm grabbing a moment at Blogspot.

Har! :)

She's paying naman eh.

Double har!

Metamorphosis

This is a reminder for me to dream big and don't let dramas get in the way as long as your conscience is clear.

Things are about to change my dears.

Tiredness days are here to stay...

Again.

Darn.

Whole week we've been working on our Makati store. One, for enhancement, and two, for Christmas. Ang mas nakakapagod pang isipin is one, we're working on store enhancement for Children's and Home Department and two, we're gonna work on Christmas for Children's and Home, and three, we'll work on Gateway Christmas. So all-in-all...malamang patay na ko by the year 2012. Dadaanan ko muna celebration namin sa USTe by 2011. Har!

Kahapon Collete called me up (Happy birthday btw!!! :) She was inviting me to her place kasi she's having a mini-celebration, eh kahapon hanggang past 4 in the morning kami...Sigh...my entire batch's gonna be there and here I am stuck at work...Double sigh...And it was a Saturday night...Triple sigh...

Pero seriously, kahit sobrang pagod na I still feel super proud to be a part of this division kasi imagine we're given sobrang short span of deadline and still we get to create and show the world na magic is not only found in fairy tales. It's for real.

TOPMAN SALE!!!

Go grab it 'til supplies last!!!


Pero actually, I wasn't able to buy any from their sale rack kasi they're all in humongous sizes na lang. Napagpilian na since Day1. Pero the sale's gonna go on naman daw until the end of the month so may dadating pa niyan. God you have got to love Topman, it's like my next semi-high end version of F&H, funky with an edge.

Was able to buy this neon yellow shirt that's accident friendly. Pag ako natabunan ng lupa madali akong mahanap. Don't even get me started pag dumilim.

Protesta ng Bayan: ITIGIL ANG KALOKOHAN.

I've been constantly telling and engraving on Kuya Erwin's mind never to negotiate with things that are pwede na, always BEST QUALITY never KASI YUN NA LANG ANG MERON EH. I hope I made that clear kasi I do not want to create a team whereas people goes with whatevers and not innovation. Yup, the term is INNOVATION my dears, NEVER TECHNICALITY. Techniques are for karpinteros and the likes, pero innovation, it's for people like me. Designers.

If I could spend a day with a person whom I'd tell everything that I plan for this Christmas my god, mapapagod ka sa dami ng naiisip ko. I'd pay him extra kasi hindi talaga magkakasya in one day lahat ng gusto kong mangyari. I only have one goal lang naman in my professional life eh. Be the bestest artist slash designer that I could be. And I hope I inspire my ka-teams with that. I only sceam one thing everytime naiinis ako with people that hinders greatness and excellence.

ITIGIL ANG KALOKOHAN!!!

Mr. Harajuku no more.

Yes I do admit I could no longer fit in my clothes na and so I am out again doing the no-eating diet and what a bummer it is to not see chocolates and chips on my room na uli...God...Anyways I can no longer be Mr. Harajuku with the funky outfits, super colorful and contrasting patterns and hues kasi for now, I am under repair. I am now Mr. Preppy, with the cardigans and a gazillion neckties to match it with. Badtrip nga lang naging maaraw kasi I've bought like...4-5 jackets, cardigans and wool, last week kasi naging maulan those days. Plus, ang daling magtago sa jacket ng fats.

Ho yuck kadiri ang flirt ko, I suddenly remember na I am now connecting with the cutie sales associates sa Gateway. God I love them all! It's actually a challenge for me kasi now I have to be a fashionista and a fatso at the same time. It really is a make it work time.

B&W Party @ Government

We are sobrang fortunate to meet John, one of the organizers in Government bar. How did that happen? Every Saturday pala he's the gay guy na nandun sa office namin wearing the bumblebee shades and hot pants renting props for the bar. Eversince day one na nanghiram siya sa amin he's been inviting Ate She na to drop by Gov't. eh yesterday tinopak siya and Boss Ferds so ayun, connect-connect. Boss Ferds texted me, I texted Daria and Janice. Unfortunately, Janice couldn't come. Anyways, the point is, we are sobrang lucky to have an insider sa Government Bar kasi now, we could always get in free. Bwahaha! Pwera abuso of course.

Anyways the place is full of cuties and my eyes, my god parang pinya! Hanggang likuran ko nakikita ko. It was such an experience pero what bothered me was one, I have a big bag with me na iniwan ko lang sa bar, without any number, with a lot of risk losing it. Two was Boss Ferds whom I know doesn't like parties like this. Ang aga nga niyang nagyayang umuwi eh. Anyways I can't blame my sis. Ganun siya eh. Next time, I'll be prepared for the peeps at Gov't. Pokpok shorts, boa, and a fedora.

John was nice he's offered us drinks, pero siyempre patweetums kami so we let him decide what to give us. I think it was Bubblegum Lambanog on the rocks, which was semi-good, and semi-weird. Ang lakas ng tama sa kin. Not so so, pero the funky taste lingering makes me a bit drowsy na biniyak ang ulo ko nung pauwi nako.

Daria was fun to be with pero nakakatakot kasi ayaw namin siyang malasing. Even me naman I don't wanna drink na ever kasi one, madali and masama akong malasing kasi I turn notorious and flirtatious when I'm drunk and two, I can't fit in my clothes na anymore. (Yes friends I am again killing myself to the no-eating diet.) I really wanna go back sa bar with Daria, and hopefully next time kasama na si Janice. My pokpok sis' whom I love so much.

Til then. Whatever happened in Government Bar, sheesh sorry guys, only me will know. ; )