Words could not express how much sadness is contained in my heart right this moment. It definitely is a non-quantifiable amount waiting to explode na I really wanna get hit by the bus as I was on my way home, tapos lightning bolts would strike my useless carcass. Pero as usual, I kept my golds on. Smiled all the way pretended na everything will and is all good...pero people...it's so not.
Really you wouldn't ever see me cry. Pero that's basically my matrix body transcending, not my reality. Right now people see me as the fierce, outgoing, happy-go-lucky guy, pero inside, if you know me, and if you really know me, as in inside and out, you'd know na my psychotic side is telling me to jump off the MRT railings and get hit by the train.
Dear Mr. Reader, I am truly sorry for the deep litanya na I am serving you this evening...I just want the world to know and realize na even the great Timtastic whom you don't normally see whining or ranting about hoo-has is so tired and fed up with life. Now I truly feel na this world is a cruel one. And I don't ever see the slightest hope of it changing to a better one. I hope God has his own Macintosh so He could easily access my blog and be able to answer my prayers...
...Why do people don't recognize one's greatness?
...Talagang dapat when everything else fails dapat mangdadamay ng kung sino-sino just to re-boot and further upgrade the system whereas you are already affecting people na nananahimik?
...The gulo of one ba should really be answered by another na currently nag-eenjoy with his time?
I'm sorry Mr.Reader pero if you're an unexperienced one, let me tell you this. We are living in a world where the word 'palakasan' is not just a term. It's a way of life.
Believe me there would be times na you'd be daydreaming on how you'd kill yourself, pero please...don't be like me. Live your life fantastically and let my golds amuse you. I am not implying na I have every plan tonight of killing myself...all I'm saying is that I am so darn tired with my life that I am this close to dying.
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