Swirls & Turmoils

This will forever remind me of how much tampo I have over a certain powerful somebody. I've never felt sobrang nahihiya for myself..para kong nobody, as if never existed. Grabe talaga it was such an emotional turmoil.

Eto yung masakit eh, isang hierarchy lang ang nirerecognize ng taong to without realizing na kaming nagpapakamatay na kakarush ng things to do are sobrang this close na to dying.

Ang baho sa place, iisipin niya na baka mahilo yung mga hierarchy na wala naman dun. We were disregarded. Whereas kami wala pang tulog. May dumating na food, yung hierarchy na ito lang ang inalok at dinalan ng food. Kaming di pa natutulog diretso trabaho pa rin. Kahit break hindi inalok. Umaga na hindi pa kami umuuwi, ako pa napagalitan pati daw mga hierarchies dinadamay ko.

Hu-wat!?

As if I'm doing what I'm doing for fun. Kung sila gusto ng umuwi ano pakong the whole time pati lunchtime and breaktime sinacrifice lang just to meet deadlines.

Grabe I'll forever carry these swirls I have. Not only do I feel humiliated for being such an alila, pero I'll forever carry it to remind me never to do sacrifices again for unworthy people.

And with this, I bid goodbye.

You have been ungoldified.