My-not-so-gloomy-day

Last night was one of my worst nights ever. At nalabas ko pa lahat ng galit ko kay Ms. Rozabeth Dizon. Damn was I mad.

Ang masaklap pa is Joy's raving mad din for reasons na I could not disclose kasi it's highly delicate to discuss. So there we were screaming at each other, naglalabas ng sama ng loob, trying to find sympathy pero what can we do? We're both negatively charged last night kaya salpukan lang kami ng salpukan.

Damn I thought I was fine. When someone tells you na your overdoing things tama na yung isa. Kasi rubbing it in deeply into my pores could cause major hypodermia.

Today. Here I am at the Central Library na naman trying to stall time kasi Ma'am Jo's not yet in her office. Have to go back pa around 1:30 or so para asikasuhin ang student loan ko. I was suppose to meet up with Cenz and Snooks kasi sabi ni JP there'll be a JOB FAIR sa SM North. I hope. Kasi sa apat na inapplyan ko sa UST Job Fair until now wala pang nag-rereply.

Damn.

Had a CD burnt para kay bestfriend. I do not know kung matsatsambahan ko siya sa review center pero whether I do or not, parang nacoconfuse lalo ako.

B and I are, well, I think, getting along just fine. Di pa rin siya nag-oopen up personally, pero nagiging ibang tao siya sa text. Sa text we could like talk about everything. Pero in person iba na naman siya. Damn.

This must really be a bad day. Try to count how many times I've said damn. That should be enough.

Nakaka-damn pa ang init ng araw. Damn.

Last night I was hanging out with Mikko sa tapat ng building. Kwentuhan, bonding. And then there was Ms. Rebecca Alarcon. Mahal na mahal ko yang babaeng yan kaya di ko maiwasang kamustahin araw niya. And damn was she damned. She was teary-eyed when I saw her. Siyempre, we are not just your regular set of friendly-friends, we are somewhere past that na hindi na dapat sabihing nandito na tayo pare. Yes, she did tell me what's up. Grabe I've never seen you this sad. Hay...lovelife talaga ng mga Aquarians. Sobrang gulo. Tignan mo ko. Si Cenz. Si Becs. Si Tony (friend ko: ). Hay...magulo talaga utak natin.

Last Saturday may napatay na naman sa P. Noval. I was wishing so hard na mamatay yang hoodlum na yan nang makita niya hinahanap niya. This was like the second time na in a month. Eto pa. First time na nangyari, magkakasama sina Cenz, Snooks, and Joy papunta somewhere. Buti na lang after nilang bumili ng something, nag-cab sila papunta sa dorm nila Cecilia. And then that day ata or the next day may sinaksak ng ice pick sa skull. Damn. Sa may Copytrade P.Noval ah.

And then nung Friday gumimik buong class. Magkakasama na naman yung tatlong babae. The next day nabaril naman yung isang Behavioral; Science student after ma-hold up. Damn. Double jeopardy.

Mamatay ka nang mamamatay tao ka! I swear!