We need a resolution.
And chocolat.

I definitely could not keep on doing this. Nakakapagod na.

So last night I had an intense moment na naman with B via text.

I called B up round 10-11 pm, wala sa house. So I got furious and worried. Damn. It doesn't matter kung may ka-meet siyang iba eh, the thing is I want to know if you're safe.

So there. No reply until 1 or 2am. I have to deliberately find a way para malaman kung nasan ka without people suspecting why, have to flood your inbox and call you up, pero wala eh.

Nursing night lang pala.

Lahat ng effort, for nothing.

You told me na meron ka ng iba.
Nakukulitan na ate mo sa calls ko.
Stories, stories, stories.

I know you B.

Kahapon wala, ngayon meron?

Today was the first time I made kulit sa house mo, wala ka pa nga sa house alam mo nang nakukulitan ate mo?

Sabi mo you're on your way home na tapos minutes later magoovernight ka na sa kabarkada mo?

Liar, liar.

Pants on fire.

Why haven't you ever answered this question?

You are the first one who made a move, gave me three days to think things over, gave me hope and all, pero when third day came, sabay laglag? Damn. Gaguhan o kalibugan?

Yup. It's official.

Go figure.

This is suffocating. I've tried dating, pero none seems to work. Tried meeting new people, wala pa rin.

All I have now is coffee and diversion.

With a slice of chocolate brownie on the side.

I love you B.