THESIS-sophical Stress Part II

So what's up naman with my thesis?

Whew! Finally! Tapos na. The thing is I do not know YET if I actually passed the defense or not.

Why?

So, here's the deal.

Two days before my thesis was awful, pero the day before, whew!

Major disaster.

I slept na naman over my tita's house to do my CADD and slide presentation, no sleep, no rest. Dire-diretso from printing ng tarp the next day, burn ng cd and all.

Exhausting? Eeehh! Try again!

So the night before my defense is now technically the worstestest night ever! It was like as if a time bomb was set to detonate in a matter of hours.

My mom was freaking me out pa. She keeps on telling me to do this, do that (in connection naman with my thesis), pinagsasabihan pa nga akong '...ba't kasi inaako mo lahat ng trabaho?'

Hell yeah! Finally somebody in my family who actually cares.

Pero maya-maya ganun din. She was all talk. More sympathy less corresponding action.

Right then and there I want to die. Quick pero of monstrous nature. Yung tipong di ko namalayang Freddie Krueger was behind me na pala taking the life out of me na then feeding my internal organs to piranhas.

I was so stressed out.

Damn.

Well, mom, what was it nga pala you're saying?

'...ba't kasi inaako mo lahat ng trabaho?'

Simple.

I've got nobody to support me.

Moral support is good but I need actual assistance.

On defense...

Pagkadating ko pa lang sa third floor, I saw Sir Buni, my advisor, and boy was he shocked with my model! The connection was unacceptable daw and that I should have shaved the plywood para the design would fit close to each other.

Damn gandang moral support from a supposed ally.

That made me lose my spirit.

Plus the fact na I have not practiced my presentation pa, I do not know what to say to each slide, etc. etc. etc.

So there.

I am officially dead.

PERO!

Who knew? I actually pulled it off.

Yes I have to do certain revisions and additions to the design pero all in all, (according to my classmates), pasado na pag revision.

Plus, I got three balls. (No malice please!)

One means you're dead.
Two is equivalent to tres.
Three, they'd tally your grades and get the average. (But still there's a possibility to get a tres.)

Whew!

Today I just submitted my revision. Pero I still have no idea what my grade is kasi our department heads not in. Tomorrow ko pa malalaman. Tough luck.

Lots of blessings.

O yeah I almost forgot, two days before my defense, I was blogging din I think, as always, a habit na. Tapos nung palabas na ko ng UST Library there was this first year Psychology girl who approached me. Guess what she said.

Jesus loves you.

Damn was I astonished! I think that was the day after my birthday and I was so depressed and all thinking na I am all alone in this world.

Sabay Jesus loves me. That was the bestest way to greet me on my birthday Lord.

I felt light then. The sun's ray was embracing me, it feels like God's actually kissing me on the cheek and is there to accompany me. I never felt so loved.

Parting words...

Thanks sa lahat ng tumulong sa kin.

Mang Ben
Ma'am Sunico
Sir Buni (even the sarcasm and pang-aasar and pananakot, thank you pa rin)
Sir Butch
Sir Castro
People from the talyer sa may Roces
My gal pals, Snooks, Cenz, and Jhoie
My mom
Tito Angel
Tito Romy
Tita Marking
Tito Eddie
"Apo"
And to those whom I forgotten, fear not for I will eternally be grateful even to those who has done none just to show my appreciation.

Thank you.

Jesus loves us all.

And lots of blessings.