Hating life.

I am beginning to live that cliched life whereas people are regretting their existence, and then they start questioning God, then gradually, they start to hate Him. Or should I say we? Anyways I really have no idea what I've done, pero all I know is I am in deep shi-atsu with where I am heading for this lifetime. And I know I've inflicted this fiasco upon myself pero why? I want to know why. I have tried my best believe me to be the perfectest person na I could be. Or maybe that's the dilemma, I try so hard on doing things that doesn't fit my lifestyle...

Hay ewan. I need to go to rehab. For a month. Then start missing life so I could start anew. Need a buddy. Anyone?