Bubbly.

Me, in love?

I was hanging out with Daria kanina and he compared both our heart situations. His is possible, mine is not. He could expect some, while I can't. His is attached to reality while mine, full of pretentions. On my part actually (and not in a bad way.) You see, I am so much in love with this person whom I could not love because of instances that hinders our success. Everyday I pray at night hoping nagbago na isip niya, maybe today you'll fully understand what true love really means. Maybe today you'll wake up realizing how much I care about you, and makes you kinda wonder why. You are more than good-looks and personality. You are that person that makes me believe that true love could exist, maybe not as intense as I've expected it to be, but you made me believe in that special 'silence in the atmosphere' that people get when they find the one. And I never told you this, but yes, sometimes things are really not meant to be said. I am not being torpe. I am not chickened out at all. I am being true lang to myself. Na I couldn't have you this lifetime...

I hate Daria for being correct that whole time. In my world you are so alive. But really, it's me losing my attachment to the rest of the world's world. I wish I could express how much I love you, pero I can't. It's better this way. Left unsaid. Wherever you go, asleep or not, near or far, just a simple thought of you makes me smile and shiver. Please I beg you...stay with me forever...