Soulmates.

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What do you look for in a partner?

Someone whom you can flaunt along the streets. Someone who could protect you whenever you need it. Someone who gives you what you need when you need it, at the right needing moment. Someone who wants you so bad it makes you feel so alive and gives you a feeling that you are an enormous part of this superficial world.Someone who tells you from beginning 'til end that you are beautiful and that you are a rare find. Somebody who gives you that feeling of comfort at times of need. Someone who annoys you in public thus making you look like a lovable and infamous person. Someone you'd flirt around cute guys to entice them to drool over your hot, sexiness.

No.
No.
No.

And more no's.

I want someone who'd tell me na I exist. I want someone who'd tell me he loves me for who I am, for what I am, wherever I am. Someone who could withstand my puzzled and very much confused mind experience. Someone who can stand me when I nag and when I talk a lot of none sense. Someone who stand right next to me even if I am wearing every color in the color wheel, and all hues that are not even yet invented. Someone who'd see me not as a clown, but as a prince in the making. That someone who could change my perspective of things, you who could convince me that this world is not made from perfection, this world has a lot of evilness, and that I am not to entrust just about anybody. That somebody who wouldn't worry me when my back is far away from his. That person who could make me believe.......

That true love exist.

What do you look for in a partner?

Someone who could give you more than a five reasons why you are beautiful? Someone who could make your knees tremble without knowing why? Or someone who has it all?

Sometimes I just wish love is asexual and non-logical. Having no perspectives, no norms, no reasons. Just pure emotions. No one to dictate what or why you should do things when you need to do it. No rulebook ever written that would command you how to make a relationship work. Not letting Einstein affect Cupid when you have found that special person that makes your heartbeat triple times per second. Not knowing why you love someone, not knowing why you miss someone, not knowing why you want to spend your entire life with this persona. Maybe we are really living in a fictitious world after all.

So what do you really, really look for in a partner?

That very person whom, when you are at your worst, sees your best. Someone who sees queenliness in your peasant form. Someone whom you do not understand why he or she accepts you, catches you when you fall, accepts your full personality, and still loves you for your indifference. Someone who makes you wonder...why, in my ugliness and full of imperfection life do you love me? And that's why I love you...