Come on over.

Me in love?

I wish. Haha... :) I want to be, pero I always end up loving people who can't be loved and the likes so what do I do? Nope, I didn't try to avoid them, in fact I've flirted some more and made myself believe na I can get them. Why?

I have no idea. You tell me.

Sometimes I want to die.
Sometimes I just want to move on.
Sometimes I want to believe na love is asexual.
And that love will come on over...

But then I go back to part one. Dying. Three years of hoping B would come back, pero all I get is heartaches...and the fictional life that true love does exist.

I wish I am a psychic and that I could transmit thoughts into people's mind and let them know how I feel. No how I really, really feel. I always protrude visual communication towards everybody na I am all good, and always will be. Pero deep inside I am hurting. And all because of that stupid Cupid.

Sometimes I want to kick somebody so hard it would make Cupid's butt go soaring 'til kingdom come.
Sometimes I want to kick myself so hard so that I could wake up to this reality.
Pero most times I only hope for one person and one person alone to kick me hard, and give back your love in exchange...or as we did have.

If only B knows.

All I want is you.