Party-pooper

Yes, I am the biggest loser.

Early in the morning yesterday I've headed Norvic muna to do paperworks plus give my team's bayad for our long and much-awaited Christmas'06 party (O diba? At least hindi inabutan ng '07.) Dilemma, dilemma. My god everybody's asking and saying na everybody has to be there. Kuya Dens, Ate Cons, Boss Ferds, Abby, my sis Donna, etc. etc. Anyways! Here's the dilemma. I can't go. I have something lined up the next day, the entire day, ho my god that day is today pala. I am going to WTC kasi for the IFEX Event. And I just have to be there. But then againg, things might change na naman because of 'the call' from Zara.

Sa office when people would comment:
'..o, ba't di ka nakapang-party?,' - my sis Donna na nakapang-party na early in the morning. My god hindi masyadong ready.
'..uuyyy si Tim ang laki ng bag, costume mo yan para mamayang gabi noh? Hahaha!' -Ate Josie (P.S. I just love everything and anything BIG.)
'..Tim, diba pupunta ka mamayang gabi? Pupunta ka diba? Pumunta ka ha!' -Ate Connie
'...mga mare asan na kayo? May practice tayo ng Dreamgirls para mamayang gabi mga lech. Inaasahan tayo ni Bos Ross magperform' -my sis Ja-nice (na hanggang text naghahanap ng mga Powpows...hindi talaga nagpaawat. :)
'...Kuya Tim punta ka party ha?Ano performance niyo?' -Kuya Mike
'...Tim may party daw mamaya ah...nagulat nga ko di tuloy ako nakapang-party. Ikaw?' -Abby

My god the entire day was focused on this 1-day-nagising-na-lang-ako-at-naisipan-kong-magpaparty-kaya-magpaparty-tayo plan. I so wanna go and get drunk to death pero I really can't. Nagsabi lang kasi silang may party the day before. Eh yung commitment ko today last week ko pa inapprove. It would be sobrang depressing if I'd back out all of a sudden diba.

Hay nakakapanghinayang talaga....I am sobrang sorry guys.