Lesson for 2007: FAMILY TIES

Why is it that we only learn best when we've undergone the worst?
Why can't we just be dictated of the shoulda, woulda, couldas of life instead of actually experiencing it all? Sometimes I really don't get God. He really puts you on a spot where he tests you, and when He does, god its excruciating.

STORY: It's hard to tell. It's truly personal and highly confidential, and I must say it's more intriguing than my love life and sex scams. Let me coil it into one term and you do the connecting and whatsoevers to figure it out.

INFIDELITY.

The term has actually led me to hating this person so much that I've finally realized na I have to pick up the pieces that he has left. I have to start caring for the people that I truly love and be more mature on what I do, what I really do, with my life. It's not easy being emotional and all. It's truly heartbreaking. Have you ever experienced a person of bloodline cry in front of you in the middle of the night? It pains me a lot. I wish I could just die and disappear pero I thought na it would be better if I act and be a man about it. It's all happening, its all for real, and I have to accept the fact na things will never be the same again.


Friends, comrades, if you're thinking na this is another pokpok story of mine, please. It's not. Give me a break and do not comment on this is you aren't connected with the story and all.

I am serious.

Peace out.