I'm complicated...

I really don't get myself most of the time.

1. Why do I tend to consider every task in the office, either micro or macro, a big thing?
2. When I eat why do I always place the cup on my right, the tissue on my left, my cellphone over it, my wallet on my putotoy, my fries near my cup and my add-ons on the left? If I have pens I place them neatly, dark to light, all caps on top. If I have my notebook with me I place all my pens on top of it. Neatly.
3. Why do I iron my hair everyday kahit minsan parang walang epekto?
4. Why do I care about people so much kahit hindi ko ka-close?
5. Why do I still eat a lot of junk kahit deep inside I so wanna lose weight?
6. Why do I fear people kahit na alam kong wala silang kwenta?
7. Why do I fall in love with the wrong person? Always...And most of the time I thought I've learned na from my past experiences, whereas in fact, I'm committing the same mistake over and over again...
8. When I'm using a computer, I always place a pillow over my tummy, my cel on the left side of the screen.
9. I am the creator of nipples. On my lip balm, on my face powder, on my clay-doh wax. It's hard to explain visually pero I can show you just ask for it.

I seriously think I have a disease. Damn I'm complicated...