Emotions.

And again, I am going to attempt to stay away from people who doesn't seem to care. Sabi nga ni Gelo, my friend from Oakley, why spend time on people who doesn't want to spend theirs for you? Har...all these time I've wasted trying to fool myself na things could possibly happen, na siguro one day magising siya and realize na mahal niya ako...pero no. I guess that will never happen. I guess all Jjampong wants is a piece of what I could offer. Every little piece actually. And I have grown tired of the endless thank you's that seems so robotic. Pwede na nga niyang gawan ng template eh. It's so chaka.


Anyways I hope this time my project emancipation would work. Not make Jjampong feel neglected, or for you to feel na this much you'll miss, kasi really, if I can keep on doing what I do to you today forever, then yes I will. Pero sometimes we need to move on and grow. I have made my entire world grow into yours. I am that pest that you couldn't get rid off. That li'l something something that aims to deceive your world to falling into mine. And I am sorry.


Pero mostly, while my heart is mending, I will remember the good times. The times I believed na there's a possibility. That shine of hope that makes me cling on. That shine of happiness that makes me feel na I would soon be complete and search no more. All this to make me stronger and better.


And yet, I will definitely miss you. A lot.