Impossibleism and parties.

I could not believe na it's been like 3years na since I've met this special person and until now I couldn't stop thinking about the things that happened on our week long na pagkakakilala. I of all people knows better na if you fall in love, matatalo't matatalo ka. Main reason why I chose being a pokpok na lang instead of being the partner you'll love forever, and then what, in the end magiging desperate housewife ang drama ko? No way. I'd rather keep this singleism for life and have the bestest time of my life. The next time na I'll find my boo, I'll definitely be the first to laugh, and the last to cry.

Come on, fall? In love? Impossibleism. Imagine being attached to one person for the rest of your life. HA! Patawa...

Deep down inside I know na in a way I am denying all that I am feeling. I've poisoned my mind na I choose to be single kasi it's way better than ever. Getting to meet people everyday ng walang pumipigil, getting to do what you want to do ng hindi dapat nagpapaalam especially me na sobrang spontaneous, I will never trade those to changing my status. But then again, there's B. B who up to this date reminds me na this world could be a better place. B who taught me na not everybody is what or who I think them to be. And I thank you for that. I really do wish one day I'd still, still, still get to meet you ulit. I wish I could fool myself even better na that dream of mine could still be achieved. You and me in perfect harmony.

Last night I went to 2Christmas parties, both got me drunk so hard up to this time na I am burning my emotions I could still linger on the taste of alcohol rumbling inside my veins, and don't even get me started on the hilo and sakit ng ulo. Thank god for spelling analysis on blogspot it made my life a hell lot easier especially ngayong hindi ako makatingin ng diretso, everything's sobrang doubled. I went to Rustan's Gateway's Christmas party (took the advantage of going there na kasi I am sobrang sure sa Summer na naman mangyayari ang Christmas party ng VMD due to tons and tons of work). It was held @Joey's along Araneta and I had a lot of fun. I get to be who I want to be. Was not suppose to go there pero when I've heard na they are gonna give a Liz Claiborne bag for the 'Most Outrageous Dressed Person of the Night', ay pota ibang usapan na yan especially now na I need to give a lot of gift for my family. Went there with this extra gigantic striped rose on my left chest and a super colorful 10-gallon hat. And yeah, no doubt. Walang ibang contender. Sobrang unanimous decision. Bwahaha! Yabang! Anyways, I did have fun.

Fun except for the part na everybody has a date except me. And it sucks. If they are not married, they'd be there with their gf's/bf's, and the next in line are the pangit people who can't get a partner. Ho my Lord ayokong masama dun I swear I'm gonna die...Hindi naman siguro ako ganun kapangit I swear....

Then comes Aruba Bar in Tomas for my Christmas party with my collegemates. Supreme fun pero super late na kong dumating to the point na kakaunti na lang sila dun and pinagsasarahan na kami ng bar. Pero the bar people was really nice. Plus the fact na they think na I'm somebody who seems like somebody. Anyways I've missed them all. A lot. Sana one time paggising ko estudyante ulit kami. That would be the day. Sana 4th year college ulit, the year I've met B....