The BASH!

I keep this little burn book of mine where I keep track of everything. From me @ work, on love, on future plans, people I plan to hate, people I want to criticize, people I just plainly hate, people who irritates me, deepest darkest secrets...from office to home even my sex life (Sshhh...), secrets of people, my own secrets, crushes, people I plan to have a crush on, people I've argued with, people I've had war with, how much I hate what I do, and what I feel like doing.

The thing is, it's actually relaxing to jot everything every freaking day and burn all your evilness na nakikimkim lang inside. It's like having a super loyal comrade anywhere you go, and however you are as a human being.

So if one day you'd see me crippling on a corner writing, yup, tell people I'm busy burning. And then if one day you'd see me dead, it's because I lost my burnt emotions. That os why I keep it well hidden.

Moving on, I am tired with work. For two weeks I have stayed sa Norvic doing graphic work for soon-to-be-enhancement ng Children's Department @ R/Makati. Darn grabe ang hirap lumuluwa na mata ko! Well, in the first place I've already admitted this to everybody even before pang bago ko, takot akong malagay sa C&T kasi they don't get much socialization action with the tons and tons of work they have to accomplish on a day, even Saturday and Sundays. then comes Children's Department. I don't know, I love kids and all pero hey, dressing up mannequins for kids....I'd rather do vignettes @ Home.

My main motivation right now is how much money I'm gonna garner after all of this...Hmm...spend it a lot I owe it to myself. This could help me execute my plans on entering the fashion biz.

Yesterday me and Boss Ferds went to work considering it's a Saturday and it's raining like hell. Grabe pareho kaming nagkakasakit na. Everyday ba naman you'd go home at 10, 12, 2 or 3 then balik at 9 in the morning, yeah right go to hell. whoever invented 9 in the morning should die. A million deaths. Off with his head.

AGA & MetroHIM. I like this issue kasi it has a gazillion and one fashion spreads of sporty yet casual outfits, rainy day fashion, and you get the picture right? It's so not like Manual which is becoming more of a pervert's mag rather than the cosmopolitan kinda guy. Anyways I also hate this issue kasi like half of the issue is about kabaduyan fashion...alam mo yun, something you'd expect a regular guy to do. Something must be wrong with their stylist. This is the main reason they became a cosmopolitan magazine, they should be jetsetters not the typical human being or else, they'd be just a regular mag.