EXTRA MONEY PLEASE?

I am planning on becoming a fashion designer, consultant/stylist, and a personal shopper all-in-one. I do not know how, pero I just need to.

I've started sketching some designs na on my workbook. Pero I want to buy a sooper nice sketch pad for my designs so it would double as my folio na rin daba?

I really wanna do a line na very much girly-inspired...alam mo yun...incorporating lady stuffs into men's clothing. So far all I've chosen from my works are ribbons and laces. So far, pero ang deepest frustration ko talaga is to make pearls more manly. Kaso ang hirap believe me. It's strictly tagged 'for-girls only.' Believe me sooner or later I'll come up with one.

Here's the problem, after sketching, what do I do with it? The only thing I could think of is have each piece done to my size then add it as a support for my folio. The problem is I have no formal studies in fashion design. I do not understand patterns, I do not very well understand fabrics, all I really know right now is doing what I do best. Creating change, stepping out of the box, going gaga and not your typical kinda human being, standing out, being an individual. I hope I find a good tailor to tutor me on the very much thick lines that goes in between me, and feasible fashion.

Anyways, if you could think of a way na I could get extra cash (minus being a slut), will you please please please let me know? I am kinda desperate to save a lot of money for secret reazons. Thanks!