Can I die na?

I am t-i-r-e-d.

Of life and all that. Sana pwedeng mamatay ka muna for weeks, tapos mabubuhay ka na lang ulit noh? Wala lang just a thought. That would pretty much help me cope up with life. Time to reflect, time for myself, time with God. I really want to do something different na with my life. Since I couldn't find the perfect buddy for me (and believe me, I've searched everywhere and I totally gave up na, I am starting to re-live the reality na there's no one out there for me), I'd have to find a sweet escape.