Rain on Me.

This morning my mom was teary-eyed right in front of me. Konting drama, konting kwento.

How does a child get to bear this kind of memento knowing that this is actually your mommy grasping a big dilemma that actually involves the entire family? Sometimes I wish that I could go back to that time when I was really, really young. Ho yeah, I could have anything and everything. I was a major spoiled brat. But then again, that would only be possible by next lifetime.

I really want to run away from it all. I am really having hard time with the responsibility thingee. You see, this is the main reason why building my own family got erased from my 'To-do List.' Life sucks. When it bites you in the A, it will even crack your little Elvis up to death.

Yes, today my swerte has ran out. Usually, when I pray for something, or wish really, really hard, I'd get it. It's a luck thing that I have. Pero today, after the iyakin incident, praying solemnly and pleadingly to God didn't quite just did it. Post-graduation dilemma has been such an A. God is really testing my patience and stability this time, big time.

And I do admit, He won.

All this time all I want to do is cry and cry, pero no. I keep telling myself na if I give up, who will continue the fight? have I told you peeps na I've always believed na I am Superman? I've always have faith in myself na despite all the challenges and stuffs, I still will reigne supreme. I've always thought na I could fly.

God help me. I need your miracle. Big time.