Zzzz's to the Bees

I was totally beat yesterday. The entire day I was working my butt off trying to accomplish everything and anything that has to be used for the F.A.M.E. show. Damn.

Could you define mabagal? I can. Elaborate yet still clear.

I have ten D.B.P.'s (contractors of CITEM) and I think only around 5 of them are very useful. And when I say very I meant tipong walang upuan basta't may kelangan pang gawin. That very.

Yeaterday was the first time I did something that only I and Snooky knows (Secret yun baka pagkalat mo na naman). What can I do? I was totally pressured,flabbergasted by the amount of work I have to deal with (and try to consider the number of people I have to help me out) pero still naubusan ako ng time. Shocks talaga.


Adding insult to my already injured aura, there was this one we call 'Tatang' who was sobrang tamad, pero what can I do? I am the type of person who doesn't want to scrutinize anybody. May it be positive or negative, I still don't see the point. (Besides the fact na binabayaran sila) What I hate about him is that mas feeling boss pa siya sa kin. Holler, who the hell do you think you are? Pasa ng utos sa iba, and divide the amount of work by 3 siya na yun. Ok wait maybe 4 or so.

I hate ingress.

Very.

After finishing my tasks, nag-half day, slept the entire day, and then ayun, woke up alive and medyo kicking. Pero still sleepy.

Ho brother.

Around 6pm, closing na ng exhibit. I got freaked out by the story na somebody stumbled and rolled her way around the artist entrance of the PICC Reception Hall. Sino ba namang di matatakot? I could have killed somebody with my carpets. Shit, think about it. I would be in the news and all. '

'Assistant Designer killed his career due to bad carpeting that was supposedly done by JOPER'S Contractors pero has no idea why the hell CITEM did everything na considering they've actually paid them to do the job.'

I am mad. Tumakbo na ko papuntang PICC considering I am sobrang pagod na and my feet couldn't be more sore than ever to fix loose ends. Damn. All I want is to do good things in life pero
I always end up messing things up. I don't know why, it's this kamalasan thingee na I can't get rid of.
Today, I was sobrang excited for the 'Buyer's Night' whereas we are going to party the night away dahil sa hirap at pagod na dinanas namin. Where am I now?

Office. Got stranded kasi I was suppose to help someone out with our special setting. What can I do? Work first before social life. That's me.

Last night around 12 or something I was already deciding on what to wear for this night. Sige, the yellow polo na I've murdered was the winner. I love it kasi I've handsewn everything. The beads, the belt, ribbons, everything. Hay...sometimes life really smacks your bi-atch up. I am totally depressed at the moment. Totally.

I was already picturing what the place would look like, the people whom I'd meet, the food, etc., etc., etc. Hay talaga...

I want to blame somebody pero what can I do?

I totally got murdered by life.

Totally.

I'll need to sleep this one out.

As always.